I am a writer. Words are my tool. The great world beyond my raw material and a blank page my mortal enemy and best friend. I can make worlds out of nothingness, take you on an adventure and occasionally even make you laugh.
But writing is a solitary and isolating exercise. Even with all these tools, I don’t know how to express love. And until now, I didn’t know I have taken the advice – show don’t tell – so seriously. I believe in showing my love and support – not telling it. And consequently, my characters suck at expressing their love.
There are times though when telling becomes important. This is one such time.
AD: you have the most bizarre reactions to the simplest of things. You are passionate and headstrong and in Ann Mary, you made me feel like I belong. So thank you for your years of friendship. I love you.
SB: you were always my walking and Math partner. You were the one who listened to me. I think you are the one who balances out our stubbornness with your calming presence. Thank you for your patience and ear. And I love you.
MT: I think out of the five, I have made you cry the most. Not something I’m proud of, not something I can change. I told you once my oddity comes with my friendship and you had graciously accepted. Thank you for your kindness. I love you.
JD: my go to person for advice on all things digital. The person who is always thinking of everyone’s sanity and peace and happiness. Thank you for making me believe that there is someone who loves me. I love you too.
MP: you were the second victim of my bullying, where I reduced you to tears. Again cannot change that but I do hope there isn’t an inner child because of me. You make me feel less alone in this world. Thank you and I love you.
SA: you only get a mention here. There will be an entire post on you on your birthday – just you wait. I love you.
This post was prompted by a beautiful post MP wrote on the time she had spent with SA and me. When I read it, I thought I wouldn’t have the courage to write a post like that. So I found the courage to write this one.
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