The cashmere sweater

The cashmere sweater sits
Where you left it, in a corner
I haven’t touched the folds…
The way one sleeve wraps around
The torso – in a pantomime of a hug
Or how the left side is slightly raised
To allow you room to scratch an itch.

It’s been weeks since it has sat there
Gathering dust, and memories
I know I should pack it away
But the sweater looks like it’s waiting for you
And I cannot let the hope go
That you’ll walk in, any minute
Smile at it like a favourite pet before donning it.

The cold breeze spurs me to action
When nothing can combat the chill
I find myself in that corner
Looking at the cashmere sweater
Wanting that hug more than air
So I break my vow and dust it off
As soon as I wear it, I’m warm again.

Do clothes store people?
I think this sweater did
But I think it went one step further
And stored only the good
Letting the frustrating fall away
Like dust
So I could hold on, without too much hurt.

Wearing your cashmere sweater
That one time breaks something
Maybe the hold grief had on me
I’m able to wear it now
To talk about you and I
And when someone asks how I am
I lie less, and smile more.

It’s been years now, and that
Cashmere sweater looks more like
A moth eaten ball of wool
But I keep it still, in a special wrapper
So I can run my hands through it
And remember all the good
That we shared when you were with me.


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22 responses to “The cashmere sweater”

  1. oh, so beautiful and heartbreaking.

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    1. Thank you 🙂

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  2. A beautiful Poem, Suchita! I believe that Clothes do store people and their memories in them for all times to come.

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    1. 😊 thank you!

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  3. Loved this Suchita. I have my mom’s sweater that I always felt ‘stored her’. Love that expression. Clothes and things do store people in various ways.

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    1. Oh that’s so nice. We all keep mementos don’t we. Thanks Leha.

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  4. Radhika Acharya Avatar
    Radhika Acharya

    Like clothes I wonder why our memories don’t store only the good! Lovely piece Suchita. It was in a conversation style which set off images in the mind while reading it. Well done!

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    1. Haha if only that were possible! They should develop a program like that. Thanks Radhika for your kind words.

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  5. Do clothes store people? That is the one line that exemplifies the whole narrative, Suchita. How beautiful are the ideas and the images! Loved reading it.

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    1. Thanks so much Deepti 😀

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  6. seethlakshmi Avatar
    seethlakshmi

    Such a poignant piece of writing, Suchita. I loved every line of it. In fact, you bet your own writing with the progress of each line. You have painted a beautiful picture and made it come alive. Absolutely in love with this piece ❤

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    1. Such kind words. Thank you Seethalakshmi!

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  7. Anagha Yatin Avatar
    Anagha Yatin

    “Do clothes store people?”…that’s one thought I have lived with and always thought that I am some nut to think that way. But I strongly believe that they do.
    A poignant poem Suchita. Kudos to you.

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    1. That’s so wonderful! Thank you Anagha 😀

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  8. Pradeep Avatar

    So well written 🙂
    I liked this line: “Do clothes store people?”
    Day 3 – Cats

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    1. Thank you so much Pradeep!

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  9. So beautifully written, loved how the emotions are expressed in this warm piece.

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    1. Thanks Rashi!

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  10. Oh it’s such a beautiful poem of grief and acceptance

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    1. Thank you 🙂

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    nostalgic moments

    Ahh…these moth ball memories! Painfully beautiful…a poignant read.

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    1. Thank you Priyanka ❤

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